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"What men call social virtues, good fellowship, is commonly but the virtue of pigs in a litter, which lie close together to keep each other warm." - Henry David Thoreau
The Question, and My Answer
What Thoreau is referring to above are those that cultivate relationships that are merely symbiotic, based on the trading dynamic, not the love-sharing dynamic. These relationships are not based on the aspects of love beyond being mutually beneficial on a shaloow level of commitment. An example may be two immature teenage girls that are doing little more than using each other to reassure themselves of their acceptability and value. We are NOT saying these relationships are wrong or evil, just describing them for what they are. The question is whether it is ever realistic, ever possible to love your brother as yourself.
So, put yourself in my place for a bit while I summarize some of the major things I learned the hard way:
So, you find yourself born into a dirty, noisy, messy, troubled, dangerous, insane world under a sentence of death. You learn early that your own body is subject to pain and suffering, damage and disease, via personal experience with the loss of a finger on your right hand at the age of two, measles, tonsillitis with surgery and hospitalization at the age of four, etc. You learn early the members of your own family are not consistent in their behavior and their belief. You have found that men, as more than one philosopher has observed, truly DO desire to be deceived on a vast range of issues. You find yourself compelled through experience to acknowledge a deep seated perversity in the mind and soul of Man. You eventually are staggered by the amount of human suffering, and the level of falsity, noise and confusion in the realm of the mind and heart.
You see that the spiritual world of 7+ billion people is hopelessly philosophically and spiritually fragmented where Christendom accounts for about 1/3 of the religious orientation, where Islam accounts for about 1/4, where the balance is made up of the rest, with Judaism accounting for an insignificant number yet with an undue influence upon the civilized world. You see that not one religion, ideology, organization, denomination, sect, or belief system is in a majority. You see there is nothing but fragmentation and minorities with further splintering.
You have been raised a fundamentalist Christian where:
You have learned that the Bible, the cornerstone of Christianity, has its Old Testament based on redacted, dimly understood ancient Hebrew and Egyptian mythology. You have learned that it is hopelessly mistranslated into English on top of that. You have learned that just the discovery of the Ebla tablets pushed one scholar to say that as much as 25% of the Old Testament needs to be retranslated. You have already learned for yourself that some of the numbers are logically infeasible and many of the scenarios are physically and/or scientifically impossible, even granting miracles. You have learned that virtually all the words translated as God were names and titles of Saturn, with a few examples of other planets gods thrown in. You have learned that the selection of the books for the canon have almost everything to do with them being culturally treasured with no higher ethic involved.
You have learned that the best secular Koine Greek scholars laugh with derision and scorn at the way the New Testament is translated, and yet new and better translations will raise a storm of protest and will not sell well. This dynamic ensures translation stagnation. You have learned that the Gospels of the New Testament are hopelessly contradictory in many of their accounts. You have learned that we have almost no original manuscripts of the Gospel material, and that the foundation for accepting most of the New Testament material as genuine and not forged or contrived is tenuous at best. You have learned that the standards for discrimination concerning these ancient documents is so low that the Gospel of Thomas is considered to be Gnostic and unfit because it was found with other Gnostic documents. You have learned that the selection of the New Testament canon was probably somewhat if not primarily political and arbitrary, and that there is little reason to think that God was involved at all.
You have learned that some of the scenarios in the synoptic Gospels are patterned in form and content after the Roman Senator Seneca’s plays. You also have learned that there are many parallels between the accounts about Jesus and the ancient Egyptian god Horus and other mythological warrior heroes. You also have learned that the origins and authorship of almost all of the New Testament books are unknown or highly suspect.
After looking at a couple of Greek-English interlinear texts of the gospels, you have learned that the published English translations are wide of the mark in some important places or on important issues. After learning some Greek and painstakingly translating the Gospels for yourself by heavily relying on Greek reference materials, you see that even the most learned theologians do not understand what Jesus claimed to be, why he came, and what he is offering. Not one that you can find even applies to a critical analysis the simple standards of evidence used in our courtrooms.
You learn that 200 concerned Christian scholars have banded together and formed the Jesus Seminar, with the purpose of analyzing and evaluating the Gospel material found in the New Testament. Given that the three Synoptic Gospels are expanded compilations of previous material, their highest criterion for assigning authenticity to the various Gospel documents and passages seems to be whether they can find prior material in which the passages are rooted. Based on this rather arbitrary and unworthy standard, any new and original eyewitness account like the Gospel of John would have no such previous reference. Thus you realize these scholars of the Jesus Seminar unanimously throw out the ONLY Gospel in the New Testament that otherwise proves to be an eyewitness account, the one that is the most historically defensible, the one that deals with the real issues, and the one that makes the most sense. Not to overlook mention, the only one that has the really good news in it!
You learn that there are, and you become acquainted with, the half dozen serious books such as The Passover Conspiracy, The Pagan Christ, Revolution in Judea, that challenge a sensible understanding of the Jesus affair. These are all purporting to show in various ways that Jesus was a fabricated myth, or a real man but a sham, or greatly embellished in the crucial aspects, or incredibly rich and connected, or a political zealot, etc., now made into something exotic, unreal and otherworldly by the followers.
You have seen that some of the world’s most intelligent men born as Christians, men of admirable integrity and learning like Ernest Renan, John Stuart Mill, Henry Sidgewick, et al, lost their faith while thinking and advancing in understanding and intellectual responsibility. You have seen that wonderful men vision like Voltaire, Rousseau, Spinoza and contemporaries struggled to free Europe from the dark, oppressive control of superstitious Christianity and bring it into some form of reasonable enlightenment.
Now in the age of enhanced communication and travel, you find the world to be a cacophony of confusion where there are a multitude of voices all claiming to have the truth and assailing you with powerful calls to come their way, with alluring promises of universally desired payoffs if you do. You see that, when men are doing their best to persuade you, they are mostly only trying to convince themselves of what they say they believe. You now see the world on the brink of a most terrible World War III fostered by incompatible religious and political belief.
In the first 35 years of being available 24/7/365 for serious, open, honest discussion, you have found only one man, a dear friend, that would systematically dedicate significant time to actually go over the fundamental issues and the gospel material point by point with a responsible critical attitude in logical study and discussion only to find ultimately that he was fatally flawed, too old, too tired, too wasted to open his mind and travel all the way; and he committed suicide. You have learned that most men would actually rather die than take intellectual and spiritual responsibility and change what they believe in a fundamental way.
After 40+ years of studying the ancient astral catastrophes through ancient literature and accounts, mythology, geology, astrophysics, archaeology, petroglyphs, psychology, etc., and studying the surface scarring record left on the moon, Mars, and other moons and planets including the earth, you have learned the material can coalesce to make coherent sense within the paradigms of the Saturnian Reconstruction of Ancient Times and the Electric Universe paradigm. Yet these heavily supported and powerful constructions are suppressed, rejected, or ignored by both academic and religious institutions.
After 40+ years of honing your understanding with other serious paradigms such as the Holographic Universe, the Collective Consciousness, the Morphogenetic Resonance Field, and the Bicameral Brain Mind, you have developed sensible answers for the widespread mystical experiences of special, timely dreams, visions, voices, mass hallucinations, and documented, undeniable paranormal phenomena--such as telepathy--that are more reasonable than to ascribe them as gifts from God or support from a fantasy devil.
After 60 years of scientific learning, including the recent 40+ in consideration of the Electric Universe paradigm and the Saturnian Reconstruction, you see that scientists in the fields of geology, paleontology, biology, genetics, astronomy, psychology, mythology, et al, all have major anomalies to deal with that should force seeking a different paradigm and yet they often don’t even have much of a clue as to the major forces or factors at work in their own fields. For example, mainstream geologists still appeal to vast amounts of time, and wind and water erosion to explain electrical scarring that took just minutes to occur. Of the most prominent psycholgists like Freud, Jung, Adler, et al, only Velikovsky offered a sound basis for the unhinged psychology of the human race.
After conversing with several people who claim that God visited or talked with them, you find the conclusion TO BE inescapable that they are all deluded into thinking that bicameral brain communications resulting in visions and voices are the special revelations from God, and they feel privileged and special because of it. You have even experienced this yourself when under severe emotional distress, yet now consider that God had nothing to do with it. Time and time again, the bulk of these pronouncements and prophecies have proven false, but this is all generally overlooked and forgotten.
In the face of all this, after you have suffered the "slings and arrows", significant vicissitudes of life, you come to be comfortable in considering and challenging the big picture of reality with which you were programmed, and the efficacy of any religion at all outside of humanism. Then you finally see, during your Gospel translation endeavor that even the Gospel writer John gives five laments in his first three chapters about the efforts of Jesus being misunderstood, not working and essentially coming to naught. This is astounding in that in four dozen years of extensive Christian education and church-going, you have NEVER heard this admitted or even ever referenced at all!
Finally, when you were NOT there to SEE with your own eyes and HEAR with your own ears, where ALL you have to go on is 1300 years (2000 in mainstream chronology) of failure and disappointment, and tiny black letters on white paper giving tenuous, sketchy, and sometimes false accounts, where all seems to be delusion or shifting sand, you canvass your own soul as to the reason to believe or not to believe.
Given the above, what IS it that could or would convince YOU that Jesus IS who he said he was and that you should take what he said seriously enough to order your life around it?
I just wouldn't want the character, purpose, values, plan, demeanor, and behavior of the Creator to be any other than what Jesus portrayed and DEMONSTRATED them to be. The vision that I have gotten from taking a completely fresh look at the life and message of Jesus--decoupled from Christian and Gnostic thinking--is too elegant and compelling for me to live without believing! I want what is being offered and can never settle for anything less.
See also: Why I am not a Christian